vampireskitten

                                              Months    My mind races    I haven't had a clear thought in months    The most outrageous expressions appear on my face    My feet haven't touched the ground in months    To much, to many, to long, to far gone    To much time wasted    To many days gone by    To long to be nothing    To far gone to realize up, down, good or bad!    I worry to much, I care to much    Everyone says to stop    I haven't stopped worrying for months    I wont stop caring until I'm satisfied    My mind races    My heartbeat is heavy    And I hurt.. But why?                              

                                              The Girl    The girl can't think straight    She cant go home to escape the drama    Every morning she gets out of bed    One question runs through her head    Is today the day I fear to come    Is today the day life will change in my home    When she's at school her friends need her to be strong    At home her mother needs her stronger    She had no down time to just cry    Her father is dieing of lung cancer    Her friendships are suffering from her lack of concentration    None of her teachers know about her home    She feels as though she's losing people everyday  

                                            There's A Girl    Theirs a girl and her mind races    Races with thoughts that are so pure    The purity of her thoughts is what scares her    For her thoughts have never been so pure before    Her thoughts have never been so gone before    Theirs a girl in a school with her eyes closed    She's trying to get some peace and quiet    For in her life she has nothing but noise    She wants to get a little sleep    A little help would be nice as well    Theirs a girl and she wants to cry    Theirs a girl and she wants to scream    But that girl cant seem to make a sound    Sh

                                            Up In the Air    Up in the air with the thought of never knowing a love that is so real people don't understand it    Up in the air with the fear of losing the one person in your life that you could love forever    Under the stones of a heavy avalanche of emotion never knowing how long it will take to dig out.    From one day to the next you will see that you are forever changing,    From one stone to the next you will see you are forever growing stronger.    Until you reach that last pebble, that last stone, last bolder,    Until you have climbed out and faced the world    Until you

                                                  Unsure    A simple friend request turned into something so much more    I was unsure if I wanted to befriend you because I wasn't sure if you were real.    To find out that you had already befriended all of my friends I decided it might be safe to just talk,    I got told that you were interested in several people; I got told you were in love with one.    We talked and we became friends, you were nice and I figured ok this is new,    No one who's interested in my friends is ever nice to me.    I started to like you but I wanted to hide that from everyone, so I made myself like someone

                                                Love    People always get an image of someone in their head and then they expect that person to live up to that image in their head.    It's not always that easy, you have to be careful to remember that you may see them as something that they are not.    You have to see them with every flaw they have; you have to understand that they are both good and bad    You must be willing to 100% of who they are so if they make a lot of stupid decisions then you love them even when they make those decisions.    True love is something that everyone wants.    Real love is what everyone is looking

                                             Distance    You made me promise I wouldn't run away from you    You made me promise I wouldn't let anyone or anything make me run from you    You proposed to me, told me you love me and said you want forever with me.    Now were not together, all because of a miss understanding.    But I think there's a bigger problem I think it's something that we both should have known would become a problem from the beginning.    Distance it's hard, it separates hearts and souls    Distance it's keeping us apart its making things harder.    I love you with every fiber of my being and I never want to